Michael Learns To Rock

Michael, why are you learning to rock??

Because of ur learning to rock, i always feel sad and sadder when i am listening to your song, just like what i do now..

Sembari kerja sembari ngeblog sembari memikirkan film seri Korea yang udah beberapa hari terakhir ini gw tonton.. "49 days" filmnya sih gag terlalu menarik, plotnya lama bangets jalannya, banyak omongnya, tapi memang di akhirannya (gw gag akan bilang seru karena emang menurut gw gag seru-seru amat), made me think a deep thought on human heart, on meeting with God, on love, on friendship, on the end of a story..

On human heart and on meeting with God.
If i were to meet Him, i would definitely ask on one thing first, "How exactly is human heart works o Lord? Why are they keep changing, keep confusing itself? Is there any logic to know the depth of the heart? to know the way it works?...and what is it in Your mind when u give us heart? give us Spirit?"
I really really want to know the answer...
Since i also want to change this heart of mine
If i could know the logic, i am sure know how to change this mixed feelings

On Love
"Do we really love with our heart? or we just coincidentally meet someone that we think are alike with us, then we love? Why there is pain but there is also love? Why there are happy people but why there are even more sadder people?"

On Friendship
"Why should we make friends? Are friends really that important? Can i live without friends? How come, in a relationship with a friend, i have given all of my thought and support, and heart, but in the end, it turn out not like something we think it would end?

On the end of a story
"Why after all the hardworks that we've done, the end does not as we expected it should be o Lord? Dont You know that it is so frustrating to me??? Why must a happily couple be broken by death? be broken by other human? be broken by principles? be broken by financial condition? Why life, in the end, is always a sad story for all of us? and even if, this life and this world is like that, cant You give us a heart that is always grateful and content?"

This thoughts really annoyed me when i'm sleep, and i dont know how and why, i was waking up with a mixed feelings, anger, sad, passionless, and i cried... i cried to God and ask, why the end must be like that? why why why why??

But lucky me, God has always have a way to comfort me
He whispers me several answers but keep the rest for me myself to find out.. I have found out one on my way to the office

And now, i choose to be happy at the moment
and enjoy the moment
accompanied by Michael Learns To Rock

Yeah, Life ROCKS!
Rocks in a great way, and rocks in a rocky way :)